TO eeu owls out there .. hahahah .. okaee . lemmie jus summarise to u guys wad happened eventually fer the past few daes .. or maybe weeks ? haha . okae to be precise , i had a splendid time wif Azii . im thankful enuf to have ended my 2010 wif dearest . alhamdulilah . we spend time together wif faah on our 2nd mnthsary like wad i posted earlier on . (check it out urself) okaee as fer u noe , IM OFFICIALLY BAACK frm my everso "Birthdae-Reunion-Camp" its a 2 dae celebrating of all th December babies since i have plenty of 'em in  my family . decided to tag dearest along to join in th fun . never tot it would turn out that great . haha syiiook ahh ! had fun wif all my beloved ones. n some unexpected "squirrels" O.o Changi was a great place indeed^^  hahaha

~Now , as fer todae's post . cos u see , i kindda miss those daes of posting sooo .. kene mix up siket ehh . sorry . i noe todae's post kindda long but pls . stay wif me .. kaee ? I SAID PLEAASE ! I INSISTS ! cheyyhhh fake ! hahaha . ok woke up abit late . pfft . was suppose to wake earlier . promised to accompany daddy to th vet . but deyn hehh . my soul lambat masok . oops? so deyn waited fer daddy to come home . which he did at arnd 1pm ? i guess . deyn went out to Yishun to buy some clothing fer daddy . since baju dier dahh banyak kene paint ! -.- silly man . haha bought 5 of 'em . deyn flew off to Sembawang Shopping Centre wich is nt really dhat far frm where we were . Our intention was to find my bag but dehn changed my mind . so went to popular n get our sch neccesities . deyn when to meet mama at cwp metro . ohh she bought blouses too . hahaha .. wad a cooincidence ^^ went to catch our dinner dhen at Banquet . and dehn bought tickets fer Narnia . hahahahahah I SAW SOMETHING I LOIKE in cathay cinema *winks* hahahah . LIVE ON ACTION , : MUHAMMAD AFIQ , working wif a small santa hat ? so much fer christmas eh bang ? semangat dier ^^ hahahha senget lagy .. ROFL ! but cant deny .. its kindda cute though . well he has been a great disturbance by entering n exiting th cinema hall fer quite sometimes .. or maybe alot ? -________- well u gt my attention . i harap u puas -.- hahah deyn flew back home ~ tu jer .. hahahha .. i had fun . really . for th past few daes . ^^ billions of thank u to all dhat were involve n help making th dae a splendid one . for me ! ohh i noe u guys love me . -.- hahahaha . well miracles do happens kae ? so live ur life to th fullest^^
its currently 12.40am rite now . after th whole dae of being in an air-conditioned room . a mug of warm milk n sweater equals paradise^^ heeee. gudnight/gdmorning paris . im sleeping soo sleep tight n sweet dreams california~                                                (SQUIRRELS o.O!)

RANDOM MOMENTS:
Faah : Fai bangon ! papa daa pegi siaa !
Me: -.- *sleepy voice* dier pegy .. so ?
Faah: eh deng , we're suppose to follow him !!! kiter da janji !!
Me : *eyes wide open* OHH SHITT ! O.O.. *take pillow , cover face , continue sleeping*
Faah: -____- tak gune ! *walk out th room, play computer*



moral of th story: due2 tak gune -.-
 HAHAHAHHAXD .. LMFAO !






"Don't let one boy define your happiness"
-Taylor Swift -

hello cherry blossom . im here to announce dhat 14.12.10 rawks like to th core ! really. when out wif dearest to celebrate our 2mnth of everso "bestfrenship" . Met Dearest at Toa Payoh before heading ourselves to Dorby Ghout . We had our lunch at Long John since Dearest havent taste th heaveness of th food there . HAH! so yeaa. it was supeeerb! th service was great . th weather was perfect. th food were deliciosooo.. after eating, when to shop at This Fashion. it' just a door step away frm L.J .. so yaaa it didnt took us a long time to shop since we know wad we need^^ hahaha WE GERLS R ALWAES SOO PREPARED. (Y) yay. too bad we cant find most of th stuff we want . so fly off to Plaza Singapura instead .. Shop till we drop . we went afew rounds searching fer POSB atm . holly shiiit ! takkn besar2 shopping centre satu atm machine pon takde . knnbccb. =.=' tired of walking went down to have bubble tea . hahaha~ ^^ we can barely feel our feets.

Endless walk , finally decided to catch Rapunzel at Cathay. haha thats were the fucking stupidity startsXD before dhat we've been stopped by dhis grp of sweet-innocent-looking gerls telling us if we could spare dhem a maximum of 10mins fer a mind game. hahah we were told to memorise loads of simple werds. well too bad coz we gt short term memory lost . haha .. we could only make one third of it^^ hahaha . ohh well.. silly rascals^^ kiter frendly kaeeee. geee. in Cathay we camwhore , we dance , we yell , we show funny faces n hav th time of our live. Dear public , mind us ! haha living like there's no 2mrw. haha sumpah taktawu malu. pose like crazy bitches lost their wae home . HAHA. well, we had fun .. awsooomexs shitzzzzz ! i like. haha.. we laugh our heads off . we cried watching tu ceriter.. punyerlaaa touching.. ohh my heart)': th show ended at 7+ . so apparently we headed off to my crib coz papa masaaaaaaak fer his princesses^^ haha . touched. siap ngan decoration lagii . i luv u daddy . we did some crazy stuff at home n dearest leaves at arnd 10.30pm . todae's celebration best laa. i sukeee sngt! hahaha . thank eeu dearest fer th best outing ever ! i luv u~

:since dearest got errors on uploading so i guess th pics will be pulled back . maybe a bit late^^ sorry
oh oh .. n i nak long golden hair plsss. needed. hhaahah no wigs=.='



-bring back what once was mine-
-rapunzel-

-FAIRY FALL . CASTLE CLASH DOWN .
everything's falling apart (cry) too much things happened . i cried alot already . im tired of suffering in silence . im tired of thinking bout others . im tired of wiping this neverlasting-tears . im tired of being a fool . i miss my bestfren . i miss my granny)': she's the only person who understands me .. who alwaes stood up fer me . she's th only one who will hug me when i cry n when im at th point of my saddest . she's th only one who could giv me CHOICES instead of suggestion . she never fails to wipe my tears n put up a smile fer me in wadever th situation is . i miss being by her side , laying on her shoulder , sing song fer her, make her cofee every morning, talking to her bout life n wad's werld like during her age, laughing wif her, listen to her ngaji .everything was sooo calm n peaceful when im by her side . things had been soo complicated fer me lately . im tired of dhis burden . i feel like giving up n let everthing go once n for all . i've alwaes think of other ppl thoughts which i noe may sometimes goes beyond my control . i neglected myself juz becoz i duwanna hurt their feelings . coz I TREASURE DEM .. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM /'; n now im falling apart but no one understand . im sorry world , but im not gonna be th same animore . TAK ADER LAGI DEHHH . im changing fer th better . fer now , being left alone wif my teddy n spongebob is th best paradise . sometimes i feel like running away frm everything ... juz.... away . but i noe running brings me no where . haiyhh . " heyy dragonss ! fly me to th top of eiffel tower please ! " T-T




-l locked away my pain, put awy my fears,
show u only smile, not th hidden tears-
-hella-

Boo to eeu fascinated-Owls . i was sleeping in peace and was awaken by sharp stomach cramp n followed by migrane >.< . todae was boring but equally fun webcaming wif dearest . we chatted fer th whoole daee  . frm petaaaaang~ till night . thx fer putting my smile upp again . i heart u laa^^ wen to take my pills . ohh i agreed wif atiqah dhat at certain part of a month a gerl may turn to a hormone bitch ! goshh .. i cried n suffer in silence . coz i duwanna trouble others . it hurts me more to see ppl getting hurt n troubled . especially if im th main reason coz i just basicly care others more deyn i care fer myself . ... but deyn a mug of warm milk and pillow kindda reduce my pain~ ohh paradise^^ thank eeu . *bow2*<3 i get to chat wif king of hearts ystrdy ! (Y) n we talked things out .. things r much better now . i still care . i do i do (':


-when a girl cry out of sadness,
her tears actually resembles th blood frm her broken heart -
-unknown-

heyy there balloons . things finally makesense now . i was murdered ever since i heard u moved on . yaa im dead alright ? well at least u found ur happiness . im happy of dhat /': dont worry bout me i'll straightened up my tanggles . retaaak ! boo sama fai .  im a widow . boohoo . yaa things were hard at start . well no one promise dhat life would be easy , they only say it's worth it . so yaa . all gd things comes to an end .. so much fer karma . its 4am n im still not asleep . haiyhh. im thankful enuf fer having a bestie like azii . thank u god fer sending me an angel of urs^^ she stood up fer me thru my bad n my worst . she's alwaes there when im at th edge of collapsing . dear , u're my pillar of strength . i have to stop living in my lala land . i wouldnt want to disturb ur new chordship n ur everso kebahagiaan . i have to wake up n face reality .. KKKRIIING ! ITS TIME FER U TO WAKE UP NOW FAAI ! *slap forehead* things had been really cracking up . i could hardly breathe animore . all i see r cracks everywhere.. its hard fer me to move on . really .i just cant make a step forward . im scared i would repeat th same mistake again. im sick of living in th past . im scared if im not strong enuf to face wads next in life . im scared if i would collapse one dae . coz u wont be there to catch me animore . means if i were to fall .................. i afraid i might shatter .





- i want to be your fantasy.
not in the perverted way .
-katty perry-