hello there rains ^^ ok dhis post may sounds a bit off to those who intends to read it ... well as fer u noe .. when u luv somebody thier flaws and mistakes shouldnt even matter .. but to those weird rabbits out there , i got my own fears arkaey ? since i promised not to let any discouragement taints my "positive"-self image -.- or affect my capacity of loving HIM more n more each dae^^ .. lemmie jus trash everything here n get it over n done wif ... well im AFRAID of true changes actually, dear.  AFRAID if one dae u'll meet someone u'll like better deyn me. AFRAID if one dae u'll get tired of my jealous-self. AFRAID  if one dae u'll get tired of th things we alwaes do. AFRAID if one dae u'll get attracted to some else other than me. AFRAID if one dae u'll think wad we have is too much effort to put on.. AFRAID if ur feelings fer me would change ....

hah ! sigh* finally its out !

no worries^^ u noe i luv u .. n im willing to let go n risk all my fears fer u kaee ? coz i noe it'll be worth it ..

: ITS 1.25AM N IM CURRENTLY CHATTING WIF AKMAL REZZA ! HE'S ONE FUNNY ASS XD!

i had fun wif my precious kae ..

14.10.10 rocks (:

ok here it goes ...

: flip flop display .. XD

was about to thrw my slippers to someone O.o