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3:30 AM

Monday, December 21, 2009

huhu.. days been passing.. n u'r still in my mind! hmpft! i tried to forget hym... srsly.. i did! its like hell u noe! haha.. but.. i failed.... tends to miss hym even more.. ever since he last texted me...hmm which is like a week ago! n he's flying off to KL... which is like 2 days frm now! uhuhuh): lets just hope he will text me before he leave otey? ouh my! i really, really hope he would!!! hmm. should i smile(: coz he's still my fren?? or should i cry): coz dats all he is??? damn! i miss hys BAHAHA~ like stupid sia fai.. cant seems to be accpting the fact dat he's no longer mine.. by the wayy.. havent been eating.. like 2 daes olready... n im falling sick i guess):.. coz yea! missed hym much.. lost all my appetites... see? i told eeu its dumb! the whole day.. spend most of my time daydreaming.. nyaha.. kiddeng! reading.. yerp.. trying to get rid of mind fallers.. n crying-ness.. teehee.. bcoz of dat.. i got huge piles of EYE BAGS! want some? plz take it.. its free.. nyaha.. i hate 'em.. srsly... they make my eyes look huge! haha.. i blame my boredom n lonlliness fer dat.. my mind is still on eeu u noe! huhu): guess just cant deny the fact dat i still miss eeu.. in anyway or another... haissh.. if only eeu knew...

10:16 AM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

SYG KUSH !!

Niary outing bestlah ! nyaha... kiter have loads n loads of fun 2gather! We watched NEW MOON ! n JACOB WAS LIKE HAWT GILER! WOOH! EDWARD ? HANSEM NK MAMPOOOS! nyahaha... thx fer the outing yea babes.. hahaks...before watching we went to eat kat Long John.. n we're lyke so kecoh !tpi time tuuh kiter sumer pkai dress.. so gerls, klao org panggel kiter MINAH .. jgn segan2 toleh yer .. nyahaha! while eating, we find it hard using the fork n spoon.. so wad we did? we ate using our bare hands! lols.. case tk tawu maluw.. when we're done eating.. kiter gy maen air kt level 5.. nyaha! we were all soaked! haha.. deyn, kiter gy lib... pinjam boooks! kiterkan gd gerls!(at times) nyahaha! after borrowing tons of books, we decided to caryk burfdae present fer mama! coz burfdae dier 2mrw... by then, the time was arnd 7.10pm.. kiter caryk punyer caryk.. tpi... nothing..fortunately fa'ah got an idea.. since we cant find anything fer our damn beloved mama, so why not try to design a cake? so.. on dat same evening, kiter pegy JURONG POINT! which is damn fucking far! but actually.... not really lar...we said dat coz we find it troublesome to change the MRT n stuff like dat.. btw back to the story... so.. biler dh sampai.. we ran to this stall where we could design our own b'dae cake... so dats wad we did! yea ! its fun! nyaha! errm den lpas tuu we decided tu caryk some stuff fer mama.. u noe like presents n stuff... tkkn stakat nk bgi cake gytu jer kan.. akward luh ey... sooo.. kiter decide to buy her dis $30 necklace.. lawa uhq... den after buying, kiter ingatkan nk buat card.. so kiter pegy lah popular... lari3... deyn queue dier .. mashallah! damn bloody peh panjang! so we batalkn lah our intention to make her a b'dae card... pastu.. kebetulan mama call.. n we're like OMG! Soo we RUN !!!!!!! run taw! dlm shopping center! dengan dress! dngan cake! dengan bag! srsly embarrassing! tpi aper nk uat... since mama dh 2nggu kat cozway... den kt dlm MRT.. on th wae home... kiter uat keycoh agy! biaser! nyahaha... amek gmbr n so on.. fhm2kan jer lah ey... but then.. biler dh smpai umah.. necklace tu ilang!! panick giler sak!! haishh.. aper nk uat.. bkn rezeki mama.. hahaha... so yea! dats about it .. its fun and.. jacob?? HAWT HAWT HAWT !!!!

i love my sygss!

10.12.09 will be remembered!

8:12 AM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

someone i've missed from my past...
i noe i did damn loads of mistakes,
no matter hw much it takes,
all the pain u'd gained,
n all the cares dat remained,
i miss those moments,
when we used 2 share our interest,
all the love n care,
man! they're countless,
i remember when u used 2 brightened up my days,
wif all ur remindful "bahahas" n wonderful "heys",
i used 2 wait fer ur calls,
day n night,
heck care bout the time or the weather outside,
wiping awy all my doubts n tears i've fight,
knowing dat u'r alwaes there waiting fer me on the other side,
i remember when u used to call me ur BOO,
n we kept on laughing till our faces turn blue,
wif our most favourite question,
"hey, haha, ngah uat per tu?"
all ur encouragements u've gave,
u'r the one dat bring me up,
trained me to be brave,
we hv loads of thyngs in common,
like our schbags, colours n brands,
all the crazy stuff we share,
n the pain we find unfair,
the tears we cried 2gather on th fone,
i remember the part when i cried till my eyes were damn sore,
sleeping on the tear-wet pillow,
hugging the fone nvr wanna let go,
the dae when i gt high fever coz i missed u too much,
just to let u noe,
coz i nvr tot thyngs like dat would happen,
hoping u were right here beside me,
fixing my heart dats broken,
the part when i dun wanna put dwn the fone i meant,
in mind hoping "No, dis cant be the end"
you're the only one dat could stop all my attititudes,
you're the only one dat would nvr gain a smile frm me dats FAKE,
Man! u've got all gratitudes,
you're the only one dat could make my mind goes JAM BREAK !
but all good thyngs comes to an end,
you've taught me to be myself,
n wif dat i won't need to pretend,
forgive me on all my mistakes,
n on all ur happiness dat i've take,
leaving u wif nothing but pain,
but i really do cherish the frendship we've gained,
coz if i could go baq to dat day,
all ur pain,
i promise i will take them awy,
IM SORRY is smth a heartless gurl like me would say,
but as time goes by,
thyngs changes n sometimes may comes to an end,
but u'r alwaes be my guardian angel, my blue teddy bear, my superhero, my bestfren,
n time cant change dat,
even if it moves fast,
coz KHALIS,
U'R SOMEONE SPECIAL DAT I'VE REALLY MISSED FRM MY PAST..

~MISSING EEU...

10:25 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

MAR.. MY BESTFREN..

This is for you, my best friend,

the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.... My best friend.

Labels: Specially dedicated to my HER